...[still] my ordinary blog...

Onara onara aju ona If asked to come, will he really come? gadara gadara aju gana If asked to leave, will he really leave? nanari daryeodo mot nonani Even after waiting for countless days, we will not be together aniri aniri ani none Nay, nay, it is nay he-i-ya di-i-ya heiyadara nino chorus ojido mothana daryeo gama You cannot come, so take me instead eya diya eyanara niyo chorus ojido mothana daryeo gama You cannot come, so take me instead

dah terlalu banyak ngomongin orang. liat diriku sendiri. masih gentar menghadapi seswatu yg asing. seswatu yg g biasa. diam..diam...n think!! jangan terlalu banyak bicara. sedikit saja berkata bisa berarti ribuan persepsi. membiarkan mereka 'menginjak2' ku? bagus!! aku udah mulai bisa membela diri, tapi g gtu caranya. agak kurang bijaksana banget. belajar!! belajar!! n keep fighting ... Go..go...girls!! apa yg sudah dilakukan, g usah menyesal..ambil hikmah..ambil pelajaran di dalamnya. mungkin akan berguna buatku someday. someday...when will u come? saat itu mungkin aku sudah smakin matang. sudah dewasa, sudah bijaksana. atau mungkin malah 'terperosok' lebih dalam?? *No!

blog, so many thing happen akhir2 ini. sebenernya aku dah pengen tulis beberapa hr yg lalu. cuma g ada waktu. klo lg Sabtu gini..males kerja. mending cerita2 ma kmu ajah. ^_^ dimulai dr kerjaan. inget gak ama project orang yg aku kerjain? iyah..aku msh berkutat distu juga. Deadline?? deadline apaan...ga ada deadline. kenyataannya aku ngerjainnya dg santai2 ajah. bedanya,tiap mgu qta musti merge kerjaan n musti report kerjaan. It's not a big problem. mmm.. masih inget juga nggak, klo aku 'diperbantukan' dlm project ini.tnyt kenyataannya g gtu, aku disuruh ngerjain, jd tim yg harus ngerjakan ampe kelar.really dissappoint me. report progress pertama udah. meeting udah. hasilnya...of course ada revisi2 yg musti dikerjain. ada big case dlm revisi itu. klo menurut aku ada 2 big case, selain itu hanya ubah2 tampilan, text, n nge-map gambar*floorplan tepatnya*. yg jd masalah, tnyt aku dikasih yg 2 big case itu. yg ngasih bukan bosku pula. betapa dongkolnya aku. udah, aku ini ngerja...

mgu ini bener2 hard week banget, capek, lelah, letih, pusing, pegel, sebel, mangkel, marah, senyum semuanyaaaaaaaa huhhhhh @#!#@$@#!$!@#$!@#$!@#$!@#$!@#$!@#$!@#$!@#$!@#$!!@#$!@#$!@#$!@#@#$%^##$&%*$@$^%

by Mel C Come on. Ooh, yeah. Never be the same again. I call you up whenever things go wrong. You're always there. You are my shoulder to cry on. I can't believe it took me quite so long. To take the forbidden step. Is this something that I might regret? (Come on, come on) Nothing ventured nothing gained. (You are the one) A lonely heart that can't be tamed. (Come on, come on) I'm hoping that you feel the same. This is something that I can't forget. I thought that we would just be friends. Things will never be the same again. It's just the beginning it's not the end. Things will never be the same again. It's not a secret anymore. Now we've opened up the door. Starting tonight and from now on. We'll never, never be the same again. Never be the same again. Now I know that we were close before. I'm glad I realised I need you so much more. And I don't care what everyone will say. It's about you and me. And we...

"Happy b'day to you Happy b'day to you Happy b'day Happy b'day Happy b'day to you..." Ini V-bee (Fibri), my luvly, and the only one sista that i have. Kemana2 ya berdua. Dr bayi, balita, TK, SD, SMP. Sejak aku masuk SMA baru kita pisahan...jd jarang ketemu :) Waktu balita MB. Bri sering bikin aku nangis. Sering ngatain aku 'anak manja'. Mungkin gtu kali yak nasib anak sulung. Klo udah punya adik kan pperhatian ortu g sepenuhnya ke dia. Rupanya dia sadar betul dg keadaan itu. Jd dia sering2 bikin aku nangis, biar dpt 'perhatian' (cubit, cethot, dipukul pake sabuk, pake sapu hehehe..) dr Bapak n Mbe. Pantes ajah dia sering2 nakalin aku, mungkin bwat balas dendam kali yah :). Adalagi, barang2 kita berdua harus sama, persis (kembaran). Kalo nggak, bisa2 jd perang sodara. Klo misal ada warna ato ukuran yg beda, Bapak n Mbe harus dgn susah payah ngejelasin ke kita berdua kenapa itu harus beda. Pernah suatu kali dibeliin baju sama persis yg beda c...

hi blog, aku mo melepas lelah nih.. sambil nunggu email dr Kazuya, dia bilang ada kerjaan hr ini yg musti kulakukan. 'Orjen' katanya...*urgent* iyah g tau mo ngetik apa.. nie aku upload poto2 pas makan2 di Wong Solo kemaren barengan ma mokleters seluruh Bali. Acaranya makan2 dengan bintang tamu P. Hari Budiono. Waka stm telkom malang yg lg berkunjung ke Bali. qiqqiiq...seru jg sih ngumpul2... ;) Oh ya, smuwa poto miliknya Cahyo..aku cuma ngambil heheheh..:D [P. Budi salam2an dengan Sofee(9) 'n Mas Maskur(3)] [P. Budi ngobrol ma Tika(8) n adek2 angkt 11] [Nie..bangkotannya asrama8 di Bali- Putut,Erpin,Subandono,Joe] [Rame.rame..poto2an..yg baju loreng ketuanya Wikusama Bali ] [P. Budi pose bareng Sofee,Yuda(9), Wawa(10),Cahyo(9)] [Aku n Runnie *wajahku mupeng banget liad makanan :p] [Dede' angkt 11 -Luluk n Ifa] [Rame..rame ..lagiiii] [Lagi maem...enaknyaaa...] [Cahyo, Sofee, n Luluk] [P Budi lg salaman ma Mas Made(3)] [P Budi lg kasih wejangan] [Aku n Runnie...*macak fo...